The Livy Updater

Ok so today starts a new week and it’s Exactly 1 Week before Christmas. It’s hard to believe that it’s right around the corner. Literally!!! Well after Terry got up from sleeping last night he asked me what the problem was and at first I told him I didn’t want to talk about it, but then he did pry it out of me. I told him that it just wasn’t fair that I had to listen to a specific someone and others in the family talk about trying to have another child when they know that I don’t want to hear it!!! It’s no one in my family at all but it’s in his family. I don’t care if they are trying to have another one but I know what will happen. They will have another one and then make sure that their children are the center of attention in the family! Who cares!! I don’t!

Anyways, on my way out the door today since I was running late already Terry did tell me that we might be able to start trying for another one in about 5 years or so. That’s fine with me…by then I think that we both will be more ready for that one. Plus it’ll give us time to pay off most of our debt and still be working where we love the most and maybe trying to build a new home. Just depends on what our future plans are. Well I wish that we could start to have one now but it’s ok if we do wait I think it gives us more time to spend with Livy too. Well I still have lots of shopping to finish up with Christmas right around the corner. We still have to get gifts for my brother, Jim and Shelley and the kids and also to get something for my inlaws. We both know what we want to get them all but we just have to wait for Terry’s Overtime check to come on Friday. Then we can get what we want for each and every one of them.

Today I am planning on walking/running when I get home on the gravel road we live on and then also going to do my crunches too. Terry told me to hold off on doing the crunches today but I need to do it everyday or else if I know me I won’t do them again. Tonight for dinner I think that it will be baked chicken, some small red potatoes and maybe a small salad too! I need to start eating healthier too and that is definately going to start today! No more eating out or at least all of the greasy foods that is!!!

Today I finally got to sleep in for once. Livy didn’t get up until almost 10am and that was a good rest that we both needed. I then got up, got in a shower and dryed and straightened my hair. I then got her dressed and we checked the email before we left for my parents first and then to my in-laws we went. When we went to my parents they had ‘Meatball’ my sisters boyfriends english bulldog there for the rest of the weekend. It’s not their responsibility but they were trying to be helpful to my sister and so she wouldn’t hear Travis’ mom complain. Well we picked up one thing but then went on to Tarboro for the rest of the weekend. Terry had the funeral today and it was a long one too. He didn’t get back to the house until 4:30pm. I did however make a plan to go running this afternoon but I decided to use my mother in-laws treadmill instead. I did pretty well too, considering it was the first time I had run/jog in a long time. We don’t have really anywhere to go to run or anything so it’s nice to take some time for me. Here are the stats from jogging and walking today on the treadmill. Stats: .65miles, 37.4 fat cals, 119 cals, 20 minutes. I think that’s pretty good for someone who doesn’t exercise very much. I am going to start on a new program that my good friend Amy is doing, Couch to 5K Program and I think this is something that I can stick with too. If I don’t get to work out at home then I’m going to have to find a way to exercise at work. I can do it before I go pick up Livy from daycare and that will be good.

Well tomorrow we’re going to Church since we haven’t been a good while. I feel that I need to go and its something that I need to change in my life too. I need to find a church that I can start going to on a regular basis and not feel like an outcast to. I don’t really feel like one at my inlaws church but there are some people who really weird me out! Well tomorrow for lunch is going to be beef tips with rice but Livy and I are having Chicken instead. I don’t care too much for beef tips in the first place. And you know I think I’m going to start cutting a lot of beef out of my diet too. I think I’m going to start taking the Cortislim too as well including drinking plenty of water. I need to clean up what I eat now a days and it’s something that I have been meaning to do but I’m glad to be getting a head start on it now.

Can you believe its only 8 days until Christmas? It’s hard to believe how fast christmas has come up on us. My Aunt and Uncle from Cali are coming to town on Friday and will be leaving on the 26th I think. Then on the 30th my Aunt Susan and Bruce are getting Married at their home in Port Tobacco, Md. I think that I might try to go up there if the funds are available for me to. I really want to go but I don’t know if we will be able to. Last year we were supposed to go to Maryland after Christmas but Livy became very sick and well she seems much better this year and I’m praying that she’ll be able to go this year. I haven’t even picked anything out for my family up there because we normally exchange gifts but I think this year will be a little different. Well let me go get Livy ready for her bath and then it’s time for bed.

TGIF!!! Today I went and took my final for school and I’m praying that I did good on it. I actually knew most of the things on it so I feel I am going to be fine. The class was definately hard but it was well worth it. I will be taking a semester off or even a year off because I just need a break from school! Well today Livy also went back to daycare and she was feeling much better. Thank goodness too, she was driving both me and Terry up the wall.

Tonight I’m going to go home and just take it easy. Probably clean up a little bit then watch a movie or something. I do know that I need to go to Walmart and get some puppy food for Zeus and then also pick a few other things like pullups and what not for Livy. I might go to Rocky Mount tomorrow instead so that I don’t have to worry about it tonight and having to deal with Livy and I’m just so tired too! I was talking with a friend who has diabetes and I am praying I don’t have Diabetes but I really think I do. Anyways, I better be going to get Livy from daycare and then go home to figure out what I want to do for dinner. I might just decide to go to Rocky Mount tonight and grab something to eat instead. We’ll see though. I might just pick up some chinese food from Lams Garden and go home and eat dinner.